Its been a long time since my long overdue vacations have been terminated,there then i had no clue on how my day would commence and how it would end, and thanks all to the angelic Russian czarina(i still love that coffee culture we shared ;)...) but it vanished in a jiffy;curses to Pondicherry!!!...Its taught me several lessons though,first of all is "insisting on a cup of coffee isn't harmful" followed by "load your hard disk with new stuff if your having a tough time to get that accent in your head". :P
Lately sports have caught up pace as Ive started off my basketball sessions yet again,friends and chariot(sweet chariot bristo) yet continuing with a lot more of cricket watching, stuffing lays and junk.
As far as academics is concerned my CAT preparations have gone haywire and engineering studies out of bounds, so Ive finally made up my mind to aim for the best, "Harvard's" no matter how long it takes to set a market value for myself..*conditions apply,..:)

I've smoked to your

Health in taverns,
I've smoked to your
Health in my home,
I've smoked to your
Health so damn
many times,
That I've almost
ruined my own!

HOW DO YOU FEEL?

HOW DO YOU FEEL?
When the self is more with you and reality far fetched,
How do you feel?
Distressed, outcaste, helpless, depressed……
You feel suffocated, self defiant, lifeless. Ready for everything yet submissive
to the desire which drives you away from everything.
When life is generous to you but you are not just to it.
How do you feel?
Pumped up, joyous, vibrant, lively….
Yet failing to perform restricted in a psychological cell, which drives you to a life
Where you are the champ but nowhere you stand.
When you have responsibilities to live but you make no effort.
How do you feel?
Disgraced, you feel very small, things falling apart…..
You have no choice but one wish.
When you don’t pay heed to whats expected but you expect a lot.
How do you feel?
Pampered, not getting what you want.
You feel you are right and everybody is wrong.
When the moment is right but you fail yourself.
How do you feel?
Weak, reluctant, low, ailing…...
You feel you reached out but missed.
When you feel what you feel is right and the feeling is felt around.
How do you feel?
Elated, happy, lively…..
You feel “BACK TO LIFE” once again.

Destination-Bombay

A short trip to Bombay(as i like it to be called) in the start of the week was the only chance i had to rejuvenate myself after i had been occupied doing nothing for the entire month and when it came to Bombay,the only thing in my mind was "a li'l shopping";which of course was not the primary motive but certainly a major one!
Early rising is one thing i really hate the most, after all morning hours are the best time for insomniacs to catch hold of a short power nap but it wasn't enough to creep on my like of travelling alone for the fact i'm always very lucky travelling alone.
I caught a Volvo which happens to be the best medium for travelling such short distances and further the agents assure to hit the destination within four hours which is another misconception.I was relieved for i had a Mario Puzo(fools die) accompanying me irrespective of the transit duration but couldn't hold on to it for long as my power nap priority shot up,although Puzo isn't one of those kinds who force the spell of a conventional nap on you but i was aware of the fact that a nap at the initial stages is the best way to abscond the city traffic.The next thing i noticed was a bang on my head caused by the backpack strap of the passenger standing next to my seat;there i saw with the typical "disrupted sleep"look;a very pretty lady wearing a denim skirt and a black tee quoting "kiss my ACE" and it pictured three different ace cards,Christ!!..i was all lucky again and no longer i expected an apology from her.It wasn't the first time i noticed that "girls have,who says the first-Hi thing" in them,so of course i had to initiate the talk which eventually led to a major discussion about several topics from life in Bombay to politics,and how could i forget the Nagpal story.For that instant i felt like we were the only two left from the entire youth with the burden of serving the society..but i really enjoyed the beautiful company and just worshiped the driver for taking almost seven hours for a three hour journey.
so yet again "its was the journey that really mattered and not the destination"!!